Week 28 - Pregnancy Prep

This week, I have found myself needing power naps in the middle of the day - as many days as I can. It is really frustrating, because I am always very active, and only ever sit down when I am about to fall asleep. So, nowadays, I feel this more and more, which makes me feel less useful.

But, we did head to our first neonatal class, which was incredible. Before this class, I honestly had struggled with forming a bond with my baby. I think that I felt conflicted, because Chester is the love of my life, and attention away from him is exactly what I never want to do. I have dedicated my life to helping dogs live better lives - so how can I possibly have a baby?!

But now, I see our little girl, Chester and everyone else in this family as a team. She will grow to help me care for him, and the others with compassion, love and empathy. He will gain from her, rather than lose from her arrival.

Time in her room is becoming routine, although she may also be sleeping in our bedroom, so baby crying noises are played every two or so hours in our bedroom as well now. Baby cries = no event. Either myself or Glenn will get up to tend to the sound, but otherwise, the other human is calm and with the dogs.

We are purchasing a pram, and I will start the walking with the pram practise next week. I will let you know how it goes. As the wheels move, the dogs walk in parallel and receive a reward. Nappy changes are also on the horizon next week. The dogs will learn how this routine plays out as well as feeding time.

Chat next week.